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i just renewed my driver's license..... conclusion: Beautiful.....;)
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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck! Why can't i do what I'm supposed to?!
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Tuesday, 22 September 2009
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Currently
One Hundred Years of Solitude (Oprah's Book Club)
By Gabriel Garcia Marquez
see relatedLast Night
I had a dream last night.
You were in it.
You had long blond hair.
You looked ridiculous.
Your coal black mohawk had been transformed
into some dandified wispy do of golden ringlets.I woke up laughing.
I miss you.
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
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Currently
The Script
By The Script
see relatedEnvy.... what color are this monster's eyes
i don't even know what to say, except that what I'm about to divulge is pathetic.
My brother and sister moved into their dorms Saturday and will be starting classes tomorrow..... and I am totally and completely envious of what they have to look forward to. The four years I spent in college was the most carefree and interesting time of my life so far. I miss it so much.
In other less pathetic news, I've become wholly infatuated with Craig Ferguson. Weird I know, but he's got these strange sexy vibes....... I adore his humor, better than anything else on in late night I'd have to say.
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
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Currently
Seven Separate Fools
By Three Dog Night
see relatedFlowerless
So I has been forever since i last posted. My hometown seems to be draining me of any ambition or creativeness that I might have once posessed. I've written nothing, not even a trite little poem. No sexcapades to divulge, no rants, no cute little stories, nothing, nada, zip.
I feel like an empty vase. Utterly useless. Not one of those ancient vases that everyone likes to just sit and look at. Not like the Greacian Urn Keats wrote an ode to, but one of those plexi ones you buy at kmart. The ones that really have no use other than holding beautiful flowers. I am devoid of beautiful flowers, just a cheap vase sitting on a dusty shelf. Will no one bring me flowers?
Monday, 01 June 2009
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Currently
Mission California
By Cross Canadian Ragweed
see relatedi'm trying to save money
desperately
i need to get out of this fucking hell hole of a town
i have almost 2,000 in checking and 800 in savings. I know I should withdraw some from checking and put it in savings, but i feel so good knowing I could drop a thousand dollars on something. Luckily my parents were part of a anti-credit card generation, they have no debts, and neither do I. Being 2,000 to the good is something not many people can say these horrible days when the average american is several thousand dollars in debt. However, I have a job that pays shit, and i live at home. My degree is next to worthless, and my parents want me to apply for the post master job in my hometown, like i want to be fucking chained to a post office for the rest of my damn life.
I've written pathetically little since I've left school, and this is the first time i've had the chance to check my internet stuff in weeks. I'm seriously considering applying for grad school next spring. I do want at least one semester away from school.
I have written ONE "poem" while sitting in the break room at work listening to the dumbasses talk at each other
it's called
To Wit
A toast,
to wit:
You allusive
attribute.
The words
fired
in parting shots
and stinging remarks
require your tangible tang.
Speakers of commencements
die slow cricket fouled deaths
when they lack your special additive.
So here's to wit,
the queen mother
of necessities
to any budding artist.
Friday, 01 May 2009
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interesting facts about moi
1. i graduate college in 8 days, and it means NOTHING to me.
2. I do not add friends on xanga or any other social networking site, but I always accept them. It's kind of like real life. Every friend I have is someone who has approached me, not the other way around.
3. If you have a foreign accent chances are I will fantasize about having you talk dirty to me. Especially if that foreign accent is the result of a language other than english (i'm not so much into australian, irish, scotitsh, english...etc)
4. there are people that i don't like, there are people that i really don't like, there are people that i really really don't like, there are people that i really really really really really don't like, but I hate almost no one. (the Duggars is one group that i really really really really really don't like)
5. I like my mother more now than when i was younger, but now I know that the time we have with those we love is much shorter than we think, it terrifies me and pisses me off.
6. I have no idea what i'm going to do with my life. I have no future plan. No attainable hopes or dreams. In the past I always thought it was because I was destined to die young.
beth_of_bells
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- Name: beth
- Birthday: 8/21/1987
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/29/2007
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